Your card is right here. two things would have helped. On the back, under the Cubs logo, you'll see Class 2. Class 2 was the 2nd of 3 tiers (Class 3 being the other) parallels of the Gold Label sets. Also, under the player's name, you could have used the Card Number filter to help narrow down your search.
2000 Topps Gold Label - Class 2 #93 Ben Christensen | Trading Card Database (tcdb.com)
When the sky is coming down
When you feel like you're going to drown
When you know the end is all that you've been looking for
When the pain is too much to bear
When there's no one who will care